November 3,2019

Dear Steph

                  We started with a smile, a photo, a kiss. When I was in my darkness, you were my light, I can never thank you for everything you did for me, you save me. I don’t have words to explain how much your life means to me. I must admitted that I was scary in our first date, you were so handsome, your smile was perfect in that moment, your eyes, the way you looked me, I thought that it was the last you were with me, I thought that I could not like, but we are here, we are in love.

Can you remember that?

Love of my life, don’t leave me
You’ve stolen my love, you now desert me
Love of my life, can’t you see?
Bring it back, bring it back (back)
Don’t take it away from me
Because you don’t know
What it means to me

I know that we still have goals for our future, I have learned to put all my passion into all the things that I do, love the way you make me feel, your smile, your yes, your body, your lips. One day I will die, but I am so grateful with the life to put in my way. I hope that you can read this love letter, I hope you still feel the same as the first time, I hope you love as much as I love you.

I love you my friend, I love you my partner, I love you my lover, I love you my life.

One day I would travel around the word to present my own performances, but not all is work, I want to visit other sides like Venice, France, New York, Hawaii and Argentine, since I was a child I dreamed to visit these countries to play on the beach, purchase something beauty things, travel in a gondola and have a romantic dinner and other ideas, I know that one day I will visit all these countries and more sides, but my dreams is to visit theses 5 countries when I have saved enough money to travel.

Venice, is my first country, I wish to take a travel in gondola, live the experience to have a romantic dinner, eat their traditional food, meet their culture my idea is only take a moment only for me and enjoy all the Venice offers me. Other idea that I have is; prepare a romantic dinner, eat spaghetti with a glass of wine, under the light of the candles, after finishing me and my boyfriend will dance and we will close our eyes while kissing.

France is an incredible side, first I wish visit Pont Royal, I saw many pictures about this magic side and I don’t have words to describe all the magnify structure, the view, other side is Eiffel Tower, I could have a picnic under Eiffel Tower, probably I would eat the original pizza, I could taste the flavor, and I could drink wine and I will visit Louvre Museum.

New York, the Big Apple, well in my childhood I had watched many tv-series where the location of these series where located New York and movies, these cities only I want to enjoy the culture, their food is similar like in Peru, many companies belongs of this country. Perhaps I would go to the theater or cinema, I want to admired the level of the work of each actor that New York could have.

Hawaii, this country is especial to me, only because Bruno Mars was born there , is incredible to visit the place where born your favorite singer, the most incredible is the culture, and I would visit the beaches, I will take a moment to swim, furthermore, I would take some pictures, I believe that  Hawaii is as special as other. And I could say that I was in the Bruno’s country. 

 Argentina, I only visit Argentine to improve my skill in the acting, because my friends told me that they had decided to continue with their career and Argentina is a country where the art are developing the best way, they gave me some recommendations about it, only for that I wish to travel to Argentina, only to improve, develop, manage and achieve my goal-become good actress.

One day I would travel around the word to present my own performances, one day I will be a good actress, and my dreams is to visit and travel around the world.

When I was 13 years old, I wanted to study ingles, because I was obsessed with Bruno Mars- He is one of my favorite singers around the world- and I wanted so much knew what was the mean of Bruno’s song for that I wish to study other language. One day, when I was on the Hight school, my classmate-Micaela- was telling about she was studying ingles in the ICPNA, and for that5 She had had a good score in the last exam of English. After she had end to tell us about the advantage of study English, I asked her about that Institute, then to talk with her I understood that If I study English, I would have a good score in the school and additional I would understand the mean of Bruno´s song. For that I believe that ICPNA has the best technique to teach someone to speak English.

When I begun study in the ICPNA, I met a lot of teenagers of different sides, was the first time that I keep a communication with a boy, because I was studying in a women’s school. I did friends and I understood that if you want to be the best, you needed to put all your attention to improve in your own abilities, skills and you will be as well as other. The ICPNA has excellent teacher, comfortable spaces, a great environment, it is indicated place to study, I always remember that never I should give up, because is hard to restart, and the best part of all that is when I finish I could complement me studying methodology, and I would work as a English teacher.

In two moths more I would finish to study there. I so happy for that, my most favorite experience study there that I met great persons, teachers, and I enjoy learning something new. I must admit that ICPNA is like my second “home” I spend many years there and I lived beautiful moment with some friends there.

I love so much my mom; she knows that I am completely grateful with her for all the thing that she could give me when I was a child. Silvia works as a teacher of Art- plastic art-, she works a lot to give at her daughters her necessities, even when she has a off day, she prefers to work, but it is not all the time. She is funny and beautiful mom. I am so happy with her; we had lived many adventures and stories.

I have a short story of my mom. When I was on school, she forgot to pick up me. I was sad because the time of departure was 1 p.m. and I was on the school until 4 p.m., I thought that I never see my family again, but my mom arrived and only she said “Sorry Anny, I had problems” and Silvia purchased me an ice cream.

SAM SMITH

When I feel so bad or I have a spare time to me, I go to my bedroom, look my bed and I lie in it, then I turn on my radio and I listen how he is singing , close my eyes and I start to create a story with the song. In my opinion is really incredible when your feelings, ideas, thought mixes, making an atmosphere that only you could enjoy, because you achieved create a unique moment only to you.

I’m not the only one

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You’ve made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up

You say I’m crazy
‘Cause you don’t think I know what you’ve done
But when you call me baby
I know I’m not the only one

I’m not the only one is an amazing song, this song was written by Samuel Frederick Smith, but everybody knows him as Sam Smith, he is twenty-seven years old, he is a famous singer and writer. He had worked with other famous persons-singers- in his short year of live he have won awards like academy awards-best song- golden globe -best song- this prices was “Writing on the wall” this song was written special to the movie -James bond, Specter- Billboard music- best new singer-  and in his possession he has more prizes.

Why did I consider Sam Smith as my favorite singer? I believe that I’m not the only one that I have an appreciation for him and his voice. When he sings his voice envelops me, his can transmit me his feeling. The way he sings is incredible. He is gay and is always supporting the events that take place on gay pride, he defends his rights, his family accepted him, and he needed to be famous to declared his sexual orientation.

Sam’s music talk about his relationships with ex-partner, and many people feel identified with him and his songs, in my opinion he is an amazing singer and I am in love with his voice, if one day he decided visit Peru I would go to his concert.

Actually, I am studying acting and English at the same time, I want to be an actress in my future, studying theater is as difficult as studying another career. I have two options when I will finish the university. Only I have 2 more years to finish the university and only one month I will finish my course of English.

My first objective is work as teacher for a time, of this way I might earn money and I should pay my own necessities, while I am going to work, I will try to look for a group of theater, because my goal is work as actress, that is my principal objective to me, because I want to travel with my group to do performances.

My second option is, after to finish the university, I am going to take a trip to Argentina to follow with my studies. Perhaps, I would develop my own skill and I could develop my technique. The base of this career is the daily practice ­, but I returned to Peru to follow my principal objective.

Well. I am person who feels love and passion for all the thing that I do, and I know that I want to have a family, children, pets, house. I am in a relationship with Stephano, he is my partner, he is my couple, he is my confidante in this adventure, we have goal as a couple and partner in the world of theater, I am in very love with him and I want a future with him.

For the moment these are my two options, I know that these are simple, but I only want to focus on me and still improve myself.

Once upon time a beautiful couple that lived in a small town; Malcolm and Elizabeth were married, they lived sad, because they wished to have a baby. Elizabeth had done everything to be pregnant and still nothing happens. One night, while she was crying, an elf appears to Elizabeth and says “Elizabeth, I hear you crying every night and I brought you some magic leaves to help you get pregnant, only be careful” “Maybe life does not want you to have children, that’s why you do not have a baby yet”, she was scared, but took the leaves and she decided to prepare a cup of tea and drink it.

Six months late Elizabeth became pregnant, but she suffered an accident and the couple lose at their baby, she was devastated, and she prepared one more time the drink, Elizabeth forgot the elf’s words to be careful.  

After 1 year one more time Elizabeth became pregnant, the couple forgot at their first daughter.

Eight years later…

During a stormy night, Malcolm and Elizabeth had an important dinner at their house’s friends. They left their little daughter alone. They never thought that it would be the last time that they would see their daughter in the house.

While Leidy was playing with her doll in the bedroom, she started to hear a music, she did not know where the sound came from, and she thought that her mom had forgotten to off the radio, she out of her room and followed that sound.

Leidy saw an estranger shadow moving, she run back at her bedroom and close the door, she began to feel nervous and she could not even breathe.

Suddenly, the door opened, Leidy could not move, only hear a voice that told her “It’s time to go home.”

When Malcolm and Elizabeth arrived at their house, they did not find at their daughter, just find a doll on the bed of Leidy with a littler letter close to it, where they could read something “Dear Elizabeth, Leidy was destined to live with you only for a short time, I am very sorry, but she is one of us, an elf, don’t worry about of her, she will be happy , remember my word, be careful, wait 8 more years, the life has a surprise for you.”

End

When I was a child, I liked to spend my spare time with my friends, I used to play with them from 2 p.m. to 6.00 p.m. I can recall their names, Gerald was 10 years old, he was bald, and he never was a real friend. Even his cousin was a good friend to me. Another friend was Arad, he was a funny boy, he liked to play soccer, almost all the day.

One summer of two thousand ten, me and my friends decided to play chipitaps, it was our typical game. During one hours we were bored, Gerald told us that we should play other game, Arad followed him, but I thought that we may to found other way to past the time. We went to Gerald’s house, he used to live in from of my house, well, we went to the top of his building, and I saw a brick pillar, in that moment —I don’t know what happened in my mind, I had a crazy idea — The first who pushed the brick is the best of us, and the one who did not was a loser.

I was the first to pushes one brick, the brick fell at the house that was next Gerald’s house, my friend did the same, we were happy to pushes brick.

When I arrived my house, my mom scolded me, because the neighbor told my mom what her daughter was pushed brick to the neighbor’s house. My mom punished me, and I could not play for 3 weeks out of my house.

The worst story I can live was when my cat died, and to me it is a sad story, but the life goes on. When I was 10 years old, I found a kitty, it was close a hotel (in my neighborhood, you can find a hotel) it was alone, and scared, a dog was barking at the poor kitty. I did not know what to do in that mom, I knew that If I went the kitty at my house, possible my mom yell at me, but I did not want left the kitty there, later 5 minutes, I decided to took the kitty. We arrived at my house and I tell all the story at my little sister, she was happy, because I wanted to have kitty as much as I wanted it.

We played all the afternoon with the kitty. When my mom arrived at the home, we needed to tell that I had rescued, I faced that moment alone, I tell my sister that I had tell her. My mom did not say me nothing, the good notice was that She decided that the kitty lived with us.

Our new member was a kitty, its name was Sammy, she was a cute cat, but he developed a great love for my mom, we lived happy. Two years later, it got ill, I was so bad, He died, we could not nothing to save its life.

 When he decided I had a dream, I was in the father’s house, I was sleeping, suddenly, one noise woke up me, I opened my eyes and I saw a with cat, it looked me and follow a white light.

April 21,2017. I never forget this date, Katrina born, it is my cat, and it looks is similar at the cat that appeared in my dream. I want to think that Katrina has a part of Sammy living in her.

Throughout my life, I had been lived funny moments, but I have a story that I really special to me, that I like to tell my friends, when they tell me that it’s my turn to tell a story.

Silvia works as a teacher, who likes to do entertaining things, is my mom.  I like to spend my time with her, because she works a lot, and is almost impossible that she has a free time to take a day off, (but when day is a holiday, it is obviously that she stays in the house) , also, she likes to do anything when she has a day off, she creates a big controversy with her way.

One day, when I was doing my homework, my mom approached me, she was telling me about her day at school, she was moving for all the room, (we were in the kitchen), she is really unique, when tell her stories.

During she was talking, I was drinking a cup of coffee, at the moment my mom decided to sit close to me, while I was drinking, I had coffee in my mouth, I had the similar look like a squirrel, was when my mom crushed my cheeks, and I threw the coffee in her face. Only we started laughing.